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My Thoughts

Okay here the Well here’s the place I will bitch or what not because i can if you don’t like it don’t read it

okay, first of all i wanna thank the one person who means everything to me. she is the reason i finally decided to get my shit together and learn to program. she is by far the greatest woman in the world, and a true goddess to me, anyone who does not know her is missing out on knowing a great friend. I would give my life to her and would give it for her. the only thing I want is to see her as happy as she can be Ya know a few days ago i noticed that people connection has some new public chat rooms.. in the romance section such as “gay young”, “lesbian young”, “gay bear” “home alone”, and the first thing i though t of was poor innocent kids. but i would hate to see them go in those pediphile rooms. what kind of normal person would need to look for sex on aol anyways? i’ve been on aol for 3 years. do you know how many people just let there kids go on there and make us hafta babysit them?

Remember Aol are the same hypocrites that don’t let you say a band name such as “anal cunt” in a a room dedicated to the type of music. yet they allow screen names such as : “SPANKINFUN”, “DRAGDICK”, “G SPOT 889” and im sure there are many others.. Aol does not care to protect children or anyone else all they want is your money. Here is how much aol cares, I had wrote to aol concerning this. here is my reply (its just a normal form letter)


Subj: Re: Terms of Service Date: 99-04-08 23:26:09 EDT From: TOSGen2 To: alive deth

Dear Member,

Thank you for reporting this information to us. Please be assured that I have looked into this report carefully and taken appropriate action. Because we respect the privacy of every member of America Online, we cannot disclose specific information regarding any action we have taken against another account.

Along with your help, and the help of many other members like yourself, the Community Action Team works to keep America Online informative, entertaining and, above all, fun for all our members. For helpful information from the Community Action Team, please use keyword TOS.

Please note, this screen name cannot accept replies. Therefore, if you have any comments or questions please go to Keyword: TOS Questions.

Regards, John Community Action Team America Online, Inc.


Well, All i have to say about this bullshit is if one innocent child gets hurt because of this shit, all of the people involved should be shot. Aol says that they want to protect the children. Well this is total bullshit because if they did, they would not have these chat rooms i listed as public rooms and very easily accessible. No, I do not expect aol to be a babysitter. That is not there job, but many parents think that’s what a computer is for. Another problem with America Online is its total its TOS, The Terms of service are a cryptic pile of shit which pretty much says they can and will terminate your account for no reason. They have this one chat room called “Music Metal” which has turned from a room where many cool people who liked good kick ass metal.. to a room full of aol sluts who can’t get sex in real life so they must go for cyber. Some of them kiss aol’s volunteer’s asses and can do what they please. while the rest of us have to follow the rules. I have gotten a warning for proving this. I asked if anyone like the band “anal cunt.” which is a band. it seems disguising that band in a public room is not allowed because of the word “cunt.” Remember that is a bad word, but its okay for one of the ass kissers to say “fuck” or call someone a “faggot” hmmmmmm is that hypocrisy? Yes it is but oh well, we live in a world full of hypocrites.

Proof that people are stupid

Below is an Email from an inbred moron who didn’t seem to like my web site. Also after she sent me this email she sent me an email with the happy99 virus. the attached file was even called happy99.exe here it is :

  • 12-2-99

Well lately I have been thinking alot of not wanting to spend the new year alone. I know I wont be spending it alone, next year is a fresh start. The most important thing of next year will be us giving each other rings. The material aspect of the rings is unimportant. What matters is the meaning of the rings and what the symbolize. In contrary to what certain closed minded fools who know both me and my better half were dead wrong. They claimed this person was out to play with my heart. If they would have taken 5 minutes to look past there own judgmental ways they would have seen the truth. They once considered me a good friend to them. now they may accept the friendship as void or nonexistant. On to more important things, back to the ring.

An important thing the ring will mean is that our love is unbreakable. No one can interfere. we trust each other with all we have. I know in my past a certain person who will rename nameless chose to believe friends over me. That to me said that was not real love :) Me and my true love are not like that. we have each other’s full trust. A little bitch has already tried to interfere failed miserably. Another person tried to use guilt to push us a part but he also failed. The Most important thing the ring means is forever. Forever is how long we will be together. We both know what we want and that is to have each other. I cannot wait till the day I can slide that ring on her finger so slowly. This is what i have been thinking about and what keeps me going.